First month of vacation and other matters.

Wow, it's been ages since I last post here. I couldn't help it though, as I've completely forgotten about having an account here. I just stumble upon some other people's blog (...for some stalking business..*wink wink) and then I remembered I also had my own blog here, so I decided to revive it. TROLOLOL. Oh and yeah, before I made a lengthy entry of pointless gibberish here, lez start to talk about "how's my summer"?".

Well, let me say this point-blank. My vacation, in a nutshell, is downright UNPRODUCTIVE. But I'm not saying that it's only during summer that I turn to be a worthless douchebag; who, without tinge of remorse, waste her precious days of life given by our God either by zoning out in the corner of the room or in front of her best friend a.k.a "computer" doing some of her business there until dawn to dusk. I have acquired this kind of "life style" ever since I got hold of this greatest invention of the history in the verge of the universe in a form of a single monitor and a piece of CPU, added with some shred of electricity and internet and VOILA! My life was created. Now getting back our original topic. My first month of vacation is utterly boring, but of course with the exception of my birthday.

 And speaking of my birthday, it's almost near. My mother and I have decided to just go in some resort. If ever I get a birthday cake I have already formulated my wish in return for blowing the candle. But I'm not telling, haha. But I'll give you a subtle hint. It concerns my future. But whether wishes were a mere childish belief whatsoever, I don't care at all. I'm all too aware that my request is rather out of the question. That pigeons will have hands to finally stangle my lil brother (self-made idiom, haha) if that would ever happen at all. However, that's the only thing I'm hoping for right now, nothing more. To tell you frankly, I'm worried sick about the result. And if the result is the contrary of what I'm anticipating for, I guess I'll have to accept it. Entrust  everything to God.  That's how life goes anyway; either getting what you desire or go home empty handed. haha. Though in my case, I always fail to get what I want, or rather destiny find it entertaining to gaze at my star-crossed  kind-of life. 

Now that I think about it, I've never been so lucky in life. Just a taste of luck, yes; otherwise get bombarded with several depressing/embarassing/aggravating incidents that it bamboozled me how the hell I outlive those stuffs. And in order to consistently surviving this stuff, I must have some rest already. I'm afraid I made you  read a twaddle entry this long. XD soooo, JA NE!